Posts Tagged ‘poetry’
{ January 23, 2015 @ 2:51 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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Harold, my Friend
I felt him sailing away
Last summer,
Going back
To places he knew, but we didn’t.
If you think demons don’t have power,
You are wrong.
We begged him not to go.
His rope broke free from our shore,
And he is over the horizon now. Our world is so much
Darker today. He took his lantern with him.
Friend. Ambassador. Encourager.
I will hear his laughter echo in my dreams
For a long time. I know he is in
A better place. But I am not.
I am still here.
{ March 11, 2014 @ 9:32 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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Don’t Follow the Breadcrumbs. Follow the Rabbi.
I was
Wrong. I thought
It was about leaving
Breadcrumbs…like Hansel and Gretel…but
Following those breadcrumbs will only lead you
To the witch.
The grackles have eaten the damn things anyway.
The Way
Forward can only be
Found in imagining
With Jesus…
Asking…
Begging, pleading with Jesus
For a Way
Forward.
Imagining
With Jesus…
The real one, the Living One…
The Way
Forward.
There is
No other way
Forward.
{ February 12, 2014 @ 12:46 am }
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I’ve Heard it Sing
I am sad today
Because I feel something that I have loved
Slip away from me. It is just beyond me. Always, it seems. Just beyond me.
I’ve heard it sing. The rustle of its wings in the brush has startled me. I just can’t
Find the simple word to tell myself and you what
It is. I only know its song
Is beautiful.
There is a grief. It is always there among
The flowers along the road.
So many illusions knifed down in these fields. The joy is never whole.
There never comes a day when
Every stone is plucked from the pasture
So that the rows grow straight, and the plow cuts
Gracefully.
My friend hasn’t spoken to me of it. I don’t know
Who I am to him. But from across this gap, I could feel something
Break. What broke in him today, is broken in me, too.
It was a different rod that broke it…there are so
Many that get picked up and thrown. “Count the cost”, the teacher said. But
How could we have possibly known how deep that slash would be?
And if, one day, we finally get to where that song is sung in full chorus, will there be anything left
In us to even recognize its tune anymore?
{ August 7, 2013 @ 6:07 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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Fly. You Must.
These years are
Not enough. There
Is so much I’d hoped
To teach you, to tell
You. And yet,
You will choose
Your teachers and tellers
Now. My place, if it was ever really mine, has
Changed. Instead
Of being
The teacher and the teller,
I am
Now the listener
Who has grown old. But
In my age I have grown
Proud of all you have
Become. Eighteen years and now
You fly. You must.
But visit me
From time to time
And I will learn to
Listen well. And I will
Love you always. These years
Are not enough, and they
Passed by so very fast.
{ May 20, 2013 @ 12:00 am }
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{ Footsteps }
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May 20th
If I knew
A way (or away)
To make it all
Right,
That is what I would do.
If I could take
The scratches out of things, I would.
I know a way…
But it doesn’t
Make everything
Right.
It just makes it so I can
Breathe sometimes.
I remember Ben. That is
My way. Remembering.
– For _____ (Ben’s mom) , May 2o, 2008
{ April 22, 2013 @ 2:54 am }
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{ Footsteps }
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Ninety-Five and Today
34,675 times the sun has risen for you, though
You may struggle to recall all its shades and hues.
The day rose and set on ninety-five winters,
Springs and summers and falls
Again. Furrowed deeper now than
Before. Wiser. More sure…and less.
Days and days and days in a row, the sun cast
Two shadows together. Now? Only one,
Who sees the days crest differently,
Knowing that neither winter,
Nor even the sun can separate
What God has bound together.
For now, though, let’s laugh;
For we know that the one still
Casts two shadows
Together.
-For Jane, April 14, 2013
{ February 13, 2013 @ 5:18 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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From an amazing vessel of the Good News. Marty is a pastor and an artist and a beautiful soul with a heart for God’s mission. He painted the piece that is now the logo (above) for StreetLifeministries and the piece that is now the logo for ReignStorm Youth Mission. He relates this story of the emerging Kingdom of God in his mission field. If you look closely, there is life all around this. Here you go. Marty writes:
Several weeks ago as I was enjoying a cuppa at the coffee shop, I overheard a young adult standing behind me and talking with his friend, “… and I’m on food stamps…” I heard him say only this fragment of a sentence with some anxiety. He looked to be a vibrant and healthy young adult. I was surprised to overhear this coming from him. I am still learning the diverse face of poverty. So I prayed and wondered if there might be something, some connection of hope to make with him… But since I didn’t know him, I didn’t know if I’d see him again.Then last week at another coffee shop on my Monday Sabbath, I saw him again doing some artwork at his table across the room. I’m naturally an introvert and it was my Sabbath… but as Jesus said, the Sabbath is for humanity… so I took all this as a sign… since the Spirit had previously caught my attention about this young person’s poverty.I got up and went over and introduced myself and struck up a conversation about his very interesting artwork. I discovered that his name was “John.” I guess with our mutual interest in visual arts, the conversation flowed smoothly. John is an artist and musician from a small town outside of Sheboygan known for its conservative nature. I asked if his family was typical of that community. Humorously he said that his parents were “former hippies” and also former missionaries in Papua New Guinea (!). Though he didn’t have transportation from his parent’s town, through his network of friends, he found rides into the city and now basically lived in Sheboygan. As an artist and musician, I assumed that the city is his only source of revenue for sharing such gifts. He said that in just a week or two, because of his lack of revenue and opportunities here in Sheboygan, we was going to move out west again. He loved the Pacific Northwest, and especially Colorado. He planned to move to Boulder, Colorado, where there is a thriving arts community.He continued to talk about his art. He talked about how his family had always lived simply… having lived through his early childhood in the third world… I confessed to him that I was a materialistic American… but was hoping to learn simplicity. He went to say that he thought the opposite of our consumer culture was a culture of creating. So he created art and music. So, well, I couldn’t help but resonate with that wisdom. In the coming week I would be planning the worship service for our congregation’s 175th anniversary. So I took a big leap of faith and asked John if he would have any interest in playing his music in worship next Sunday… I also said we could pay him $100.He smiled and said, “Sure.” [really to my surprise]. So we worked out the details which also included other worship leaders from Milwaukee–which , of course, is another amazing story of God’s mission of mercy. Interestingly, all this time, as I now remember, John never mentioned the word “God” in our conversation. He did talk about his deep passion for creating. At one point I think I started to talk about my perspective on Jesus’ mission… but then I heard myself becoming a bit too churchy… so I stopped and just continued to listen to John tell his story.So just this past Sunday, the musicians in worship were truly a mysterious reflection of the beloved community of Jesus… including John in the mysterious flow of the morning. As one church person said yesterday as we shared our typical Tuesday morning coffee, “You could tell that he [referring to John] really was an interesting character… there’s definitely a story there.”And there was. On Sunday, as I took all the musicians (six in all, including John) to lunch, we sat around and I listened to all their stories. John in particular revealed that in his journeys out west he had been injured in a traumatic accident… And the other followers of Jesus at the table were amazingly graceful in there listening presence. We learned that John still had some brain damage because of it. And so, again, the fragile humanity of Jesus revealed in such amazing ways.That Sunday evening, as I sat at the coffee shop in Sheboygan [having to take John’s check to him that he had forgotten at the church], I sat and again overheard him talking to a friend near where I was seated…“Hey I played a gig at a church this morning,” John said with a little amazement.“Yeah, so how was that? What time was it?”“It was at 10.30. Well, there were some good vibes there, you ought to go sometime.”“Well, maybe I’d be sober enough to drive by then. Who knows?”Love. Grace. Depth. Who knows?
{ December 20, 2012 @ 4:55 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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Darkening
Darkening,
A soot-black fog
Creeping, enfolding, closing in on an already graying sky,
Hate gained a body and cut its way
Into hallways, headlines…and lifelines…and so much more.
Are you taking your name off of us, Lord?
Have we so let you down?
Signs of the times…the in-between times;
Is this the world’s last gasp, mocking demons
Rushing to the barricades
In bitter rebellion against you?
Or is it just another gasp?
Cain found a way out of Nod,
Enraged and blaming and armed with rifle rounds.
“And he killed him”…them. The world rages and spits
And fires bullets into tiny children…its own image spilling out in pools
Upon
The tile and grout. Seeking what? What does Cain want?
To stop
You? Has Herod set his minions loose upon us
Again in this Advent, killing our children to get at yours?
I had hoped
That ours were yours. Have you taken your name off of us?
Did you then?
Choked out through tears, your own murdered child’s plea
Barely can be heard
Among the wails of shattered mothers and fathers, brothers and sisters… and dreams
Echoing from Ramallah to Newtown,
“On earth as it is in heaven.”
{ July 23, 2012 @ 2:32 pm }
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{ Footsteps }
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Understanding
Standing on the bridge, the student told the teacher, “I want to understand the river.” The teacher replied, “Do you really want to understand the river?” Thinking for a moment and sure of the answer, the student, “Yes.” The teacher said, “There is only one way to understand the river.” And with that, the teacher pushed the student off the bridge and into the river.
Likewise, there is only one way to understand your mission field.
{ May 2, 2012 @ 3:21 am }
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{ Footsteps }
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Don’t Follow the Breadcrumbs. Follow the Rabbi.
I was
Wrong. I thought
It was about leaving
Breadcrumbs…like Hansel and Gretel…but
Following those breadcrumbs will only lead you
To the witch.
The grackles have eaten the damn things anyway.
The Way
Forward can only be
Found in imagining
With Jesus…
Asking…
Begging, pleading with Jesus
For a Way
Forward.
Imagining
With Jesus…
The real one, the Living One…
The Way
Forward.
There is
No other way
Forward.
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